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12-31-2006, 07:08 AM
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Alone again, naturally
I've been gone for quite some time, and I thought I'd make a thread explaining, if anyone cares. Just after Christmas, my girlfriend told me that she didn't love me anymore, and she was leaving. Since then I've pretty much been wandering around in a daze, in a black hole of depression. For the first time, this morning I woke up feeling as if I could finally rejoin the human race. I'm far from over it, but maybe I can start moving in that direction soon. Unfortunately, I've got two months before the lease is up on our apartment, so I get to rattle around here with our memories. Fun, huh? Anyway, I'm not dead, hello again.
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12-31-2006, 07:12 AM
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We've all been there, Noc. Sucks. Good to see you've come out of the coma. Stick around, because there's so much "fun" to be had here. Really. I swear it.
Well... at least it might take your mind off of a few things. Hit your old crew up for some conversations. We're arbitrary so, there won't be any bias.
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12-31-2006, 07:14 AM
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Anyway - remember, we're here for you!!!
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12-31-2006, 07:30 AM
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Thanks for your replies, guys. I honestly thought that no one would care. Zero, the "ritual burning" is probably a good idea. I'm just... not ready to let go of anything just yet. Maybe in a couple of months. Why does it seem like this kind of shit always happens around the holidays? Most wonderful time of the year, my ass.
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12-31-2006, 07:40 AM
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I'm sorry to hear that man, I know your pain. My girlfriend left me on Thanks Giving.....< Thanks a lot. lol.
But the best thing to do is move on. Things will get better, it takes awhile, but it does get better. The main thing to keep in mind though, what you had before will remain nothing but memories. They fade overtime, but are never erased in whole. Just learn how to sit back and laugh at it all. You'll make it though, all of us here know you will. :)
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12-31-2006, 08:13 AM
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Welcome back, N.
The other day I was checking out the Evil Dead remake thread and wondered where you were. Sorry to hear bout the relationship fizzling out bro. When the wound is raw it is bound to hurt. Let Time heal it and you ll be fine in no time again. Think of it in this way, "When one door closes, several others open." Just take some time out of your life and indulge in other activities to engage yourself, man. Let yourself back into the mainstream slowly. In time, all will change. Here's wishing you the best that 2007 has to offer! :)
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Sometimes I wonder why I even bother.
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I'll kill you and your dreams tonight Begin new life Bleed your death upon me Let your bloodline feed my youth ------------------------------ Ssshhh....did you hear that?
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ugh...sorry to hear that D. I dont know what to say...:( Seems like 2007 has more questions to offer than answers to some of us.
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Holy COW!...Okay, I'm sure none of you have noticed this (because only I would...Sorry for being so lame) BUT...
Taurus is entering a 'change' phase...A period of 'death and rebirth'...EVERY person in this thread who is going through this RIGHT now, is a TAURUS:eek: BTW...Stupid Shane is a Taurus, too...And...Seri finally told him that she was permanently finished with him about 3 weeks ago... I'm sorry that all I have is this information (which I'm sure is quite irrelevant to most people), instead of some words of wisdom or comfort...I really AM terrible at the consoling thing, I never know what to do or say...BUT, I figured I could at LEAST pass on this info (because it's all I've got)...And if it means ANYTHING to any of you, this phase usually turns out to be a VERY good thing...Don't forget about the 'rebirth' part...Think of the Phoenix I feel really bad for you guys...I seriously wish I could do something...Break ups are ESPECIALLY difficult for Tauruses (and Cancers, Geminis and Libras)...:(
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...  If you can't dazzle 'em with brilliance...Baffle 'em with bullshit My Karma ran over my Dogma God WAS my co-pilot...But, we crashed in the mountains and...I had to eat him I'm suffocating in what's become of me... The rancid remains of what I used to be Last edited by bloodrayne; 12-31-2006 at 09:24 AM.
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