Random Thoughts...

[hammerfan]

Originally Posted by Dead Bad Things

You still trippin' bro? Toughen up buttercup! Give yerself some credit man....breakin' off a long term relationship and goin' out on yer own can't exactly be a cake walk...I mean give yerself some time ta grieve and heal yer heart man....The world is rich with opportunity and experience...Live it don't quit it..

Ditto

[Scarecrows]

Originally Posted by Dead Bad Things

You still trippin' bro? Toughen up buttercup! Give yerself some credit man....breakin' off a long term relationship and goin' out on yer own can't exactly be a cake walk...I mean give yerself some time ta grieve and heal yer heart man....The world is rich with opportunity and experience...Live it don't quit it..

Ditto!

[The Bloofer Lady]

Originally Posted by Morningriser

I want to die. I have no money, no food, Ive been sick 3 weeks and cant get better because I cant get medicine and on top of that the only person I have ever cared for is pregnant because the sick bitch fucked her own brother! no one gives a fuck about me other than just saying "oh thats not true lots of people care about you" but only seem to say that shit when they know I am upset otherwise have little to nothing to do with me.

I just want to die so I can either burn in hell or experience nothing.

Geez, Morning, thought things were going ok for you. Ride it out. It always hits you like a wave.

[Morningriser]

I will be ok. I am just lonely and still beyond hurt.

[Despare]

[Morningriser]

i really hate myself right now, what i have allowed myself to become.

[Dead Bad Things]

Easy?!?Simple?!?....Sheeeeit...What I mean is ya can't let the pain and heart ache consume ya....Don't be hatin' on yerself Man you need ta stay strong fer yer own sake....Seems ta me from my point of view you've become someone strong enough to effect Real change in their life....as far gettin' some tail...that's the easy part .....

[Morningriser]

Originally Posted by Dead Bad Things

Easy?!?Simple?!?....Sheeeeit...What I mean is ya can't let the pain and heart ache consume ya....Don't be hatin' on yerself Man you need ta stay strong fer yer own sake....Seems ta me from my point of view you've become someone strong enough to effect Real change in their life....as far gettin' some tail...that's the easy part .....

yeah/// if I pay for it. Women have always had no problems telling me how ugly I am. It wouldnt be so rough on me if I had something more to do than sit here at the hostel every day while the travelers here go out every night to clubs and shit while I sit here and stare at the wall.

[Roiffalo]

I sometimes feel like you're my male equal, Morning. But can't let life beat you down. Beat it back.

[Morningriser]

Originally Posted by Roiffalo

I sometimes feel like you're my male equal, Morning. But can't let life beat you down. Beat it back.

When I am up on on my feet and doing something, not sitting in one place bored out of my mind, sick and unable to do anything I feel fine. I am sure I will be fine eventually but I am just taking this very hard. I have abandonment issues and being tossed out is my biggest fear so naturally this is really getting to me, plus I am growing tired of Vegas and want to move on.