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09-02-2006, 11:59 AM
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Confusing Isanity
{PART I}FEELINGS
You know that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you know that something isn't right? Now what happens when you should be getting this feeling but for some reason you don't? All signs point to something being amiss but everything is straight and were it should be. You find yourself so confused and distraught that you just want to numb yourself to the point of nothingness. To fade away to a place so deep that none of the things in life can find you. {PART II}EVOLUTION What started out as one thing has formed into something completely different and unexpected. You didn't want this to happen, you never even thought this change was possible. It starts with a hint and evolves into a question. And by your nature, you can't leave a question unanswered. But you can't answer this question, it would destroy you. Not only can you not answer the question, but by not answering the question a different but equal kind of pain is wrought. This dilemma can drive any man insane. {PART III}SEIZURE? I don't expect anyone to read this, and the few who may won't understand it. It is the reason for my actions. I heard once that we have no fate but what we make for ourselves. The problem with that is no matter what, you will never know the conclusion of the paths you choose. And that is what fate really is. You could choose to take a big risk to attain what you want, but you are not guarenteed to have it. If you don't just go for it, you are guarenteed not to have it, but you don't risk loosing what you already have. {PART IV}EXPECTATIONS Solace for me is found in writting. Being able to get out complete thoughts and review them is somehow therapeutic. I do get anxious about people reading my most inner thoughts and struggles, but maybe someone out there can help, or has some advice pertaining to my situation, however I expect no one to. Hopefully, by the time anyone figures out what this is all about, I will have found a solution. But until then, I will remain torn.
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"Shotgunning anybody in this world be the moral equivalent of killing a car, a vacume cleaner, a barbie doll. Erasing a computer disk. Burning a book. We are all such products." -Chuck Palahniuk; Invisible Monsters 
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09-02-2006, 12:34 PM
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What are we supposed to reply with? I don't get your "point".
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MISINTUPITATED- The act of removing the spine by use of fire. DEVESTED- The removal of one's vest. SCTUPP- To deficate on a woman after nonconsensual sex.
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09-02-2006, 12:53 PM
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Don't mess with me or I'll rip your arms off and beat you to death with the soggy end DVD
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09-02-2006, 12:56 PM
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Sounds like female trouble to me.
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I'll kill you and your dreams tonight Begin new life Bleed your death upon me Let your bloodline feed my youth ------------------------------ Ssshhh....did you hear that?
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09-02-2006, 01:03 PM
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LOL no hon, I posted mine before I read yours. Sorry.:p
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I'll kill you and your dreams tonight Begin new life Bleed your death upon me Let your bloodline feed my youth ------------------------------ Ssshhh....did you hear that?
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09-02-2006, 01:23 PM
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so torn is your soul. deep are your thoughts. though you are not troubled. you see things for what they really are.
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09-02-2006, 01:46 PM
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that explains the seizures and the stomach cramps
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Winner HDC Battle Royale I & HDC Battle Royale IV 
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09-02-2006, 04:46 PM
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MISINTUPITATED- The act of removing the spine by use of fire. DEVESTED- The removal of one's vest. SCTUPP- To deficate on a woman after nonconsensual sex.
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