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06-26-2007, 07:14 PM
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I'm probably going back to Lakeside
I had another outburst about 30 minutes ago.My mom and i had a fight.She wanted me help clean the kitchen and i said,there are other people in the house too.And she said,You know what,i dont want you to help clean a fucking thing.Then i got mad,and bassicly exploded.She will probably be taking me back tommorrow.I'll miss you guys.Maybe this time they can help me.And be able to put me on insurance,so i can afford my pills.
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06-26-2007, 07:21 PM
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Chill, bro.
I told you before on IM that these sudden fits of anger wont achieve much...when you feel one is coming, take slow, deep breaths and calm yourself down. You should avoid any sort of medication, pills in any form are harmful one way or another. Oh well...I ll miss you if they take you back.:( Hopefully you ll return soon. :)
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06-26-2007, 07:25 PM
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I know.But i can barely control it,without the pills.When i get an outburst i CANT conrtol it.I was already in a bad mood today.And the way my mom talked to me,about saying there are other people in the house....triggered me.So i really need the pills.Its not psycho sematic either.
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06-26-2007, 07:34 PM
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I dont think so, either.
If you really think you cant manage without the pills, then you better keep em. But I surely hope they dont take you back, cuz that wont achieve anything.
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06-26-2007, 07:37 PM
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It did help.I liked being around people that were like me.I felt FINALLY relaxed in my life.When i went there.I went on the pills,then my dad took me off his insurance when i turned 18,so i could not afford my pills.So...it has been really hard to keep my bipolarness under control.And being Asperger may have something else to do with it.
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06-26-2007, 08:34 PM
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Quote:
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 "There is no fuckin' ice cream in your fuckin' future." -Otis "Once in a while ya get shown the light, in the strangest of places if ya look at it right." -RH&JG "Do your best, fuck the rest." -Me "Onward, through the fog..." -Me
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06-27-2007, 09:51 AM
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My mom called my Doctor today.He told my mom that he could find some pills,that would be cheaper then the one's i have.So i should be doing better once i get those.
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06-27-2007, 11:46 AM
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Best of luck. I know what it's like having little twitches that can destroy your life if you're not careful. The pills will be there when you need them, but someday there will probably come a time when you won't. The pills basically give your brain some quiet time to figure out what it needs. Bipolar sucks, as does Asperger. I'm rapid cycling bipolar and NLD and it's taken years for me to control my anger. Anything autism spectrum makes anger weird. People are difficult enough. I didn't know we had this shit in common. Drop me a pm sometime and know that it does get better over time, it's just an awkward combination and it's hard to find people to talk to about it.
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