[Scarebaby]

I have always thought that my intense fear of black spider's eyes and asymmetrical clusters of holes was yet another sign that I was, and had been for some time, losing my mind. Images of this etches themselves in my mind and seemingly on my skin and they make me go absolutely nuts. A lot of the scars on my body have been from trying to cut off imaginary spider's eyes or holes or black dots appearing all over the skin. Does sound pretty wacky, no?

Well today I discovered that this is an actual phobia that's called 'trypophobia'. Google it and check it out but please for the love of all that is unholy DO NOT POST ANY OF THE IMAGES YOU MAY FIND.

So yeah.. I'm still all fucked up but at least now I know that it isn't my sanity slowly rotting away, so yay for that.