[Disease]

I'm in the last week of my time in the U.K, I'm really hopeless at this sort of thing. Getting organised that is, I always leave things to the last minute, such as running to catch a train or plane for an international or interstate journey. That's happened many times.

But right now my head feels like a solid brick, everytime I think of something I need to do before I leave I then think of somthing else I need to do which leads another untill I just sieze up and can't move.

It wasn't so bad when I was leaving Australia for here as I knew I would be back in a few years, but this is pretty much it, all lose ends must be tied. I feel like I'm making no ground on it what so ever, I'm tempted to reach for the bottle of whisky, but I know that will just distract me to another degree.

I'm going to explode in a minute, just felt like venting, it feels somewhat better.