[stubbornforgey]

My deepest and darkest thoughts leave a miserable feeling in my heart.
I question my own self worth after awhile when nothing i do , ever turns out the way i thought they would...or hoped.
I try hard. .. maybe thats just it... I try too hard.
I have been put on this pedalstool for all to see.Those who placed me there are shocked when realisation sets in that em only human and I do cry.
I didn't ask for it, so why does it come as a surprise when mistakes are made by me?
I am a freind..I am a good freind..
I have a sense of humor, I smile alot, I eat random rubbish and em proud.
I listen, my opinion is honest, my heart is true and most of all..em very loyal.
This is not a self pity, feel sorry for myself post..I have too much self respect for any attention seeking crap, its just a few words that I have typed onto a blank screen in the hope that when I go over and re read them..i would be able to find some answer within each sentence as to why life is being totally unfair to me right now.

Kat