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Originally Posted by mikeyjay88
When i was a kid i loved Christmas, just the feeling of it made me happy. Now that im older I have come to realize its probably the crappiest time of the year. Every Christmas i feel like i have to visit my family even though i cant stand them, I typically just send them a card and leave it at that. Now this year I have to go back and live with them because I cant afford to live here anymore, I have to leave my friends and my new girlfriend :mad:. It doesnt fail though everything holiday something really crappy happens. Any of you have the Christmas Blues?
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I hate xmas..I really really hate this time of the year.
For starters..the poor children i see in my neighbourhood plus the ones i used to teach in school..they try so hard..and i MEAN so very fucken hard to be good and do the right thing becos they are led to beleive that if by doing so..santa will reward them with wat ever they wish for..and some dont ask for much.
Many have tried to fulfill these kids wishes but every year the wish list gets too expensive..so they r being fooled not once..BUT 2WICE each year.
Secondly...I had to leave the love of my life to settle shit back here in NZ.
When i was there ..we had made plans ..soooooooooo many plans
as we spent our 1st xmas together.So with broken heart in hand..my silly egyptian sent me home.
The look on his face as he gave me my ticket..the look on his face as he drove me to the airport..not to mention our farewell kiss and the way he held me..so tight but nothing will ever erase the memory of the broken hearted man that stood on the other side of customs as i checked in. :(