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I thought about taking a break so I decided to come and edit options to have email sent to me when or if I get any PM's. I saw this thread and couldn't help myself...
I have several things wrong with me:
Low self-esteem
Social anxiety
I'm impatient and full of anger.
Major Depressive Disorder
Some OCD traits
Fear of the unknown
Dysfunctional family
Not too good at making friends
Alcoholism (I've been sober since March 15th.)
Fear of abandonment
Taking my frustrations out on other people and not realizing until it's too late that I've hurt others who also have problems.
Having high expectations of others when I can't live up to those expectations myself
Being too judgmental
I'm not able to accept my looks, age, and many other things.
Losing my ability to think clearly, i.e. memory loss, confusion, and not sleeping and eating enough to be healthy
Living in the past and beating myself up for things I can't change
I'm too sensitive
Trouble making decisions
I'm not a perfectionist like everyone else in my family so I've never been able to please anyone and sometimes I blame them for my failures and pain.
I'm sure there are plenty more things that I have wrong but I can't think of them at this time.
The only redeeming qualities I have are my compassion for others and animals. I love my son.
Sometimes I forget that I can't possibly be a terrible person entirely.
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