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She's welcome to.
The thing is, someone needs to set him straight.
Even his Dad is getting nowhere these days.
I always thought it would take him losing everything to find out what is important in life.
One day I see that happening.
But right now, I honestly have nowhere to go.
I would rather have a good husband and keep my family together.
I also know it could be so much worse.
I do not have the education to get a good job to support myself and the kids- alimoney has a limit and I don't see myself sitting around doing nothing whatever the outcome.
The only thing I have is medical stuff I would have to re-certify and I hated working in nursing homes and rehab centers.I quit my LPN program because I burned out.
I swore I'd never do it again.
Maggie understands this I know. Unless you have a RN or above you are treated like shit and you do most of the work. Then on top of that, you have to deal with sick and dying people. Rehab people are mean as snakes, not that I don't understand- they are going through ALOT. But to deal with that day in day out, it's draining.
I can not even think of how much harder life would be not being married.
I can barely manage doing what I do now. (still working on that pervasive exhaustion)
I'm just venting.
Thx:)
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