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Originally Posted by urgeok2
i never saw him again .... but when i got out of the car - once at home ... my legs were shaking.
Not out of fear - but adrenaline rush energy ... i honestly wanted to kill this fucker and there was some primal reptillian creature way deep inside me that wanted what happened ... i wanted to smash into him, or get out of the car and beat him to a bloody pulp. some part of me got off on the experience and was disappointed i didnt get the chance.
thats obviously something i'm not about to give into - but it weirded me out for the rest of the night (and still today)
obviously this guy showed complete dissregard for the safety of everyone around him on the road by several of his actions - leading me to believe further he was a wreckless motherfucker and was most likely in the wrong in the first place.
i was mostly just suprised at that insane flash of anger i had - i've only experienced it once before - when i was 17 - and almost went at my father (looong story)
so .. sorry - had to get that off my chest...I like my experiences positive - and i hate conflict.... but man-o-man ... i suprised myself there.
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Holy shit.
That's pretty horrifying. I know EXACTLY what you mean and how you feel. I find it absolutely terrifying when my anger gets in front of me like that, to the point of adrenaline making me shake...
Whew, Urge. Glad you're ok.