[stubbornforgey]

Lately I have been questioning my own motives and wondering in silence whether I had made the right choices along the way.
Some , I agree have bought me a great degree of happiness , but admittedly at the expense of some one elses, the sad part here is that despite knowing this..I feel no regret.
Does this make me shallow?NO, its called survival of the fittest.If you want something to benefit yourself [because now is the time to start thinking and fighting for yourself] as selfish as this sounds.For years I have always been the dependant one , the one who picked up those who had fallen over, fed those who were hungry etc but when I fell over , there was no one there to help me on my feet.For a long time I accepted this as " just the way things were" and I took this as my fate.., but I accept it no more, From a placid, loving caring kinda person a person who would still help her fellow man ..but at a price. :)
My heart bares the scars of lost battles [ i stole that line from a book] :o