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Originally Posted by ChronoGrl

Yes. Interpretation of Dreams, uhm, page 115, paragraph 3. Sorry. I should have cited my sources appropriately. :p

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OK - The last dream I remember...
NOTE: My dreams are pretty fucked up.


I think this dream was from Saturday night...

I remember bits and pieces of it. The earliest I remember I was in this concrete room (not really a basement, per say, but at least an abandoned building). I was there with this other girl (let's refer to her as girl #1) who was trying to convince me to kill another girl (let's refer to her as girl #2). Now, both of these girls were anonymous in my dream - Neither of them I knew or know in real life.

Girl #1 had tied Girl #2 to a matressless bedframe and secured the girl's hands and feet spread across the frame with duct tape. I helped her tape Girl #2's ankles to the bed frame. Girl #1 then tried to convince me that I could assist her murder Girl #2 in cold blood and that there would be absolutely no consequence at all. At that, I began to actually get interested in this murderous plan (not sexually, you perverts), and sawed Girl #2's hand off with a hacksaw.

... That's all I can remember from that scene.

Next scene:
I'm in the ocean and I am drowning a third girl (let's call her Girl #3) in the ocean. We're in relatively shallow waters, but I'm not letter her swim to shore. I keep pushing her head under.

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Next scene:
I'm being informed by Girl #1 that we had gotten caught somehow. Suddenly my head is absolutely heated with guilt, worrying how I could possibly tell my parents that I had assisted in killing 5 (yes, at this point in the dream, the deathcount had somehow turned into 5) girls.

The rest of the dream I'm scrambling around with another Girl (Girl # 4 at this point I guess), who apparently had assisted us with the murders, and we were trying to figure out our testimony for the impending trial and how we could blame the ENTIRE mass-murder on Girl #1.

And I felt so, SO incredibly guilty - Not for murdering the girls, mind you. But for
getting caught, and having my family find out (THIS is why I am concerned about being a possible sociopath.

And I was left with this terrible mantra, "I don't want to go to jail... I don't want to go to jail..."

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And then I woke up and quite pleased that I was NOT facing mass-murder charges.

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Any takers on meaning?

YEAH.....You're fucking nuts.







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