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Alone again, naturally
I've been gone for quite some time, and I thought I'd make a thread explaining, if anyone cares. Just after Christmas, my girlfriend told me that she didn't love me anymore, and she was leaving. Since then I've pretty much been wandering around in a daze, in a black hole of depression. For the first time, this morning I woke up feeling as if I could finally rejoin the human race. I'm far from over it, but maybe I can start moving in that direction soon. Unfortunately, I've got two months before the lease is up on our apartment, so I get to rattle around here with our memories. Fun, huh? Anyway, I'm not dead, hello again.
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And no matter what I say I cannot resist or betray it. No one could do so because there is no one here. There is only this body, this shadow, this darkness.
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