Not sure this counts. Don't really know what it would be described as...
I sometimes don't sleep at night because I fear(?) falling asleep. Not sleep itself, just going to sleep. It's that one moment I'm thinking of all the things I did today, and the next my alarm is going off. Just thinking about it keeps me up some nights. It's kinda weird to explain....
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look at yourself - you're a f*cking mess, and yet you're saying nothing happened? - nothing happened???
yes, i know so much is so ordinary, so coarse, and so vulgar. but survival is simply not enough. nowhere near.
what's the point of surviving? survive what? don't you realize you're going to die? f*ck your missions, your crusade.
i demand and expect quality.
right now, once and for all.
quality time.
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