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PS- if you do alot of research, you might find alternative drugs, that when used properly can not only be fun, but help you learn alot about your emotions and your "inner workings".
Last week i did shrooms for the first time.
For me it was a big step. I heard that if youve ever had a traumatic evnet in your life, the drug will bring it back and make you relive it in horror.
Ive been thinking about my past alot recently, and i never knew if it was psychological problem on the rise(coming back to haunt me). of just the thought of it(you know what i mean?) the fear of having that memory fuck me up.
So anyways..i shroomed..had a blast....
and while shrooming..even thought of that horrible event..(on purpose)..to see my reaction.
i was fine.
i loved the drug..and i had a great time.
and in th end learned, that there was nothing to fear in the back o fmy mind. My thoughts were all concious and it was just me MAKING myself think of the situation.
Besides weed, i dont know if i'll ever experiment with anything again. (im even against tylenol..lol) but, the text above is aperrfect example of me going the extra mile to learn something about myself.
DOES ANY OF TIHS MAKE SENSE?
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