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Vamp.


DO NOT go the medication route.

I tried that a few years ago when i had bad anxiety and depression.

To be honest, it helped a little. Got me out of the zone...and allowed me to eventually kick the pills and format my own mind to work the way i want.

But alot of bad came with it also.

It makes you fat, you cant bust a nut..and your mindset changes.

I used to be ANTI drugs. Never smoked..never drank whatever.

While on the pills..i started doing whatever..whenever..i guess my "morals" dropped and i became your average young adult who figures "lemme try".

this i would have NEVER done if i hadnt taken the pills (they kinda make you cool and relaxed - TO AN EXTENT - you just dont care).

After about 2 years, and several drug experimentations (but never addictions), i dropped the celexa and began to study myself..i learned alot about myself as a person..and why i was and am the way i am.

So the good came with the bad, but to be honest...weed (if used properly), can be JUST as effective, without fucking with your head like the evil drug company pills.

I guess for me, it was a combination of alot of things that made me "better".
But i seem to have a grudge against meds like that. If you dont REALLY REALLY need it. Dont even bring it up to your doctor..cause those bastards will write out a form in 2 seconds.

(not to be cheesy but...) just look within yourself...take a step back..stop rushing thoughts and make little changes that you think would make you the way YOU want to be.

and yo. If you ever want to chat. PM me. Im here for u brother.