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maybe its just a myspace hoax - people can write any shit they want on there.


on the other hand, if it is what you fear - trust me you are not the first (i had a 2 year relationship ruined when i found out she'd been with someone else during the last six months). it sucks and it hurts and its not fair and its not you. . .

i was so bummed out by it all i started not going to work and just staying in my room with the lights off (oh and drinking REALLY heavily) [we were actually talking 'marriage' so it was pretty heavy]

. . .eventually i broke out of it - friends helped, even some folks i didn't consider "friends" stepped up and pulled me out of my stupor and baseball (of all things) helped immensely (i will always be thankful for the yankees and mets and the way i could fall asleep watching the playoff games and somehow felt safer)

Anyway - icky self-disclosure aside - this too shall pass and you've got lots of friends - so don't let it hit you too hard