Dagda gotta get behind The Morrighan;)
I'm determined to have a really great Samhain despite defecation from the mouths of the unconscienable. (It means- those without conscience- a truly horrible condition).
Unfortunately, I DO have psychosis, and thats just fyi. However, it's not my main issue. That would be "acute chronic depression" as the diagnosis reads. Mental illness runs in my family like wine. I couldn't escape it if I tried.
I swear to Goddess I was not attention whoring. I really and honestly just needed to spill my guts. There was no where else to go. As I said, I was alone, hurting, and more than a little upset. I needed a place to unleash. You can bet your ass I won't come here for any support again.
Well, to those of you who maintained contact and friendship, I've figured out how to send one private message to a lot of people. So, if I ever get in a bad way again, I'll pm you guys with my phone number. That way, I can hear friendly voices (yes there's a pune there).
Once again, I'm really sorry this thread has escalated the way it has. I was expecting a few "Get well girl! Here's my number..." and then it'd fade into obscurity like the rest of my threads. (The one thread....sheesh :rolleyes: )
Thanks to those who've at least tried to understand. A big thanks to who've been supportive through "hell week." A big raseberry to those who don't know what in the cornbread hell they're talking about. Finally a big middle finger to anyone who called me a name or was in anyway derrogatory.
As you can tell I've made friends with the WWW (Wicked Witch of the West), and she's teaching me some tricks. So some of youse betta watch out!;) What with it bein' Samhain and everything.
Last edited by Haunted; 10-30-2005 at 02:58 PM.
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