[Haunted]

Sure, Ritualistic.:)

I am, in fact, a masochist. I'm being totally honest with you on this. My shrink loves to delve into that in our sessions. That's one form of my pain obsession

I'm a "cutter" too. I've been that way for a long time. It's weird how it happens. I'll be totally depressed and I get into this state where I just hurt so much inside that I want to transpose it to the outside. When I do it, it's like I don't even feel it. When I leave that state of mind and look at my wounds I'm like, "When did I do that?"

Finally, I look for situations that are going to hurt me. It's not anyone's fault, it just seems that I gravitate towards it. It's a pattern. I think I'm breaking this one, though. This is one that I've made real progress in.

So like, when you think mental, think Haunted. I'm not dangerous, just... I live in a different world, I guess you could say.
It's what makes me a better writer.

Anything else?