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oh i dunno
i saw something on the corner of my lip today and now i think its herpes. this is the 3rd time in my life that ive had a herpes fear. ask urgeok. the 2nd time he is the one that heard the bulk of it, and in the end all it was was i ate too many 'lays salt and vinegar' chips.
anyway i looked up herpes pics, and what i have loooks nothing like that. actualy, it looks like nothing. but i do see its a tiny bit of somethin diff on my lip
i bought some of that medicine on the tv.. fuckin .2 oz was $14. piece of shit. and i dont even think i have a cold sore.
anyway, the fact that ive been somewhat nasty this past year (although ive only been with one guy the past 4 months) and that 1/5 women has some form of herpes, im scared
that and, i figure its important to go to the doctor. id like to get some moles checked out, breast exam most likely, cancer and all that. also, im gonna try and go on BC. not necessarily for the sexy factor, but becuz it would be nice to hav a regular cycle, cut down on the cramping, and maybe even that kind that helps with zits :)
i guess i titled it 'dilemma' becuz i am NOT a doctor person. i get bronchitis and dont go to the doctor
oh yeh. im gonna go get my eczema and poly morphus checkde out too :/. if im gonna go, i better do it all at once.
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