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I always have a heavy rotation of evil clowns, jesters or any other type of insane; makeup-wearing freaks.
My reasoning is I hate/fear clowns. I choose the avatars as symbolism for facing my fear.
However, I truly believe that I am not all too different from someone who looks happy/harmless on the outside...but underneath the "makeup" lies a dark; tortured soul.
So, in a weird way...I am fearing what I can actually relate to.
Plus, I choose the avatars because they seem to match my screen name pretty well. I've used "Haphazard" for everything from way back in the day. The name was for a comic book villain I had created. (not a clown).
I have assumed Haphazard as my alter ego. No rhyme or reason for most of the things I do.
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