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i had an ex that gave me anxiety attacks .. only i didnt know what they were.
i think she is the kind of person that made people hit her in the past but i dont live anywhere near that world - i just internalized it.
it ended up causing pain in my back and chest .. to the point where i was walking to volleyball one day and i had to turn around and head back because my back was so messed up.
it blew my mind that stress could affect me in that way..
(she was a fucking psychotic)
but i never even once told her to fuck off .. her or anyone else for that matter... (not even on the forum :)
so now that i've internalized for the last 44 years of shit .. i'll probably go crazy and kill someone with my teeth for not signalling a turn some day.
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