[Marroe]

Okay, I've actually been thinking all day and I can't think of a damn thing she has told me to better me. But, she has led by example of what not to do. Unlike some kids, I wanted to be the least like her as possible. When she was my age, she had a 5 year old me, a 9 year old "stepson", an alcoholic boyfriend, worked full time at BK, and lived in her grandparents basement. When I was 10 she left her boyfriend, (my daddy) who she had been with since the ripe ol age of 13 to do it all by herself..not too much of a change considering my dad never hadda job or anything..But when she left him it caused him to go nuts, not pay any attention to my brother and I, which in turn I think is the reason why my brother has been in prison since he was 16, he is now 26. When I was about 11 or 12 I guess, she started doing some real fucked up shit, kinda trying to relive the childhood she lost I guess. She lost her job where she was making excellent money due to her "partying",Oh and of course having an affair with the DM didn't help any. I was alone all of the time, never saw or talked to the woman. When she was 35 she married a 22 year old she barely knew, who now keeps leaving her and coming back, and cheats constantly. They're supposed to be getting a divorce..the only good thing (great thing) that has come of this is my 5 year old baby brother. Her husband has caused her to go morbidly depressed, and now she's almost worse than she ever was.
So after seeing all of this, now I am almost 22, live on my own, make my own money, have had a steady job for 6 years, a car..ya know all the basic..no kids either. Yeah, I ain't doing great, but I'm a lot better person because of seeing the things she has done. I knew I never wanted to be like that. So yeah, I gotta love her for making me a better person by all of this. She has indirectly told me what to do(or not to do) with my life.