|
Feel for you AMK, I spent the better part of my teenage life in a drug and alcohol induced nitemare. Brought about by my father abandoning me as a child and the fact that my mother found her career and social life more important than raising her children.
By my mid twenties I realized that I was killing myself and was damn lucky I didnt end up dead or in prison.
Am now clean and sober, my body, my temple type thing.
I never did any cutting or anything like that, but I did get alot of tattoos, that always made me feel better.
I try and get a new one every year or so, just to remind myself of the pain that I dont feel anymore.
__________________
I was not born to live a mans life, but to be the stuff of future memory.
3 can keep a secret if 2 are dead.
I've never been nice my whole life....but, I'll do my best to be sweet.
I keep my standards low, so I'm never disappointed.
The next words out of your mouth better be some Mark Twain shit, cos' I am going to be chiseling it on your tombstone.
Trample the weak, Hurdle the dead.
Forgive your enemies......after they are slain.
The God I believe in aint short of cash mister.
|