[Tomie13HarpyGirly]

I Long In My Unseeable Spirit To Become A Sirin Or Alknost Which Are Basically Russian Names For Bird Winged And Feathered Women With Beautiful Voices And Often Equally Beautiful Faces And Lovely Bosoms. Their Singing Is So Lovely That Attract Other Creatures Like Deities And Even Nymphs Or Also Demons But Their Powerful Voices Can Also Be Downright Deadly? To Demonic Beings So Their Actually Weapons Just Like Their Sharp Claws. They Live Either Near The Underworld? Or Near Heaven? So Quite Frankly I Believe Myself To A Sirin Cause Their Music Is Mournful And They Live Near Or In The Underworld But I Know That I Will Be A Crow With The Power To Create And Control Fire/These Restless Nightmare Imps Could Have Given Me The Crow Totem That I Seek But They Have Special Agreements. And I Have To Agree To And Given Our Longish And Murky And Confusing Circumstances Together I Don't See It Happening Which Is Kind Of A Good Thing. /They Are Tricksters And I Don't Need To Be Dealing With Tricks Cause My Whole Ruined Existence Of Almost 27 Years Of Life Have Been Marked By Tacky People Giving Me The Running Around Like I'am An 911th Terrorist Or Nazi War Criminal. And All I Want To Do Is Look Hot,Make Music,Write Books,Create Beautiful Things That People Can Enjoy Even Though My Sense Of Beauty And Reality Is Much Different Than Most People. As Off The Wall It Sounds I Hear Music In My Heart Even Music That My Desert Demon Stalkers Can't Hear/We Have Sort Of A Frenemy Relationship If You Can Even Can It That?/Some Tales Say That Goblins Or Imps Want Contact With Other Beings But They Are Cursed To Always Trip Themselves Up Due To Not Siding With The Devil And Not Being A Angel.