Just got the word...
 

I had no idea that I would have caused concern.

I am sorry.
I hate the fact that I caused anyone to be worried and I hope you understand how bad I feel about that.

I had something extreme planned.
It fell through
I cannot tell you it's over or that I am ok.

But I did want to write this because it causes me pain to know anyone felt anything negative because of what I wrote.


I do not know what to say to make anything better here because quite honestly I cannot possibly go any lower into this darkness.

I do not want sympathy, empathy ,pity, helpful advice and people telling me I am selfish, stupid, etc etc.

Where I am right now cannot be touched.
There is nothing I can do about it right now except try to make it through the next hour.

But my time here is definitely done, hence the previous message about how impressed I am with you all.


I wish the best for all you guys and I truly mean that.

I wish you the best.I've been through alot in my short existence,so if you ever want to talk,you have my number.

Hi novakru, no need for you to feel bad about people worrying about you, it just means we care. I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a bad time and I wish you the best and hope everything works out for you.

I gave you my email and phone number in a PM I sent the other day. Please feel free to contact me if or whenever you want. Seriously!

Take care and you're a sweetheart. Don't let anyone make you feel bad about yourself!

I'm glad you're okay Novarku. Good luck for the future.

Best of luck Nov. Hope everything will going to be alright.

I don't know you, mate but I hope you find your way out of the darkness...

You go girl!!!

Get out in the real life and find your happiness.



Maybe we'll see you again.