got in a lil trouble
 

I have been talking to my ex,he was filling my head full of shit.Telling me he loved me and that everything was going to be ok again.I started to believe i i really di.I went over to house on Saturday morning to surprise him...it was me who got it.I found him in bed with his girlfriend!I first started on him,hitting,screaming..just going straight the fuck off.I then went off on her!I started beating her so bad that there was blood everywhere and i honestly didn't know hat i was doin.In the end the police came and i have charges against me as well a restraining orders.I fucked up,thats all i can say now.I feel a little better i won't lie.It sure as hell can't get any worse.I just thought i'd fill you guys in!:)

Sorry to hear that but please be careful, you can make yourself look bad to the court system and end up losing a lot because you let your emotions get the best of you.

I hate your boyfriend.

He makes us MEN look like dick-thinking jackasses. :mad:

I know,thats why i said i fucked up.Its hard sometimes to be the responsible one.The sad thing is my kids were there,they didnt see the fights.I know it was wrong.

I'm trying not to hate all men:)

Yeah, make sure you keep yourself in check. It's hard but really he could use that as ammo if he wanted to try and take your kids right? My dad was an ass when I was younger so I know about all the stunts they try and pull...

You have to be more careful. I cannot stress this enough. Behavior like that can get your children taken away from you. We live in a fucked up world where a good parent making a bad decision can result in ridiculously harsh punishment.

I know you've had a very hard road and my heart goes out to you, but you must not do anything that will result in your children suffering. You must never allow your temper to take over like this again.

Yes he's an ass, yes he may have it coming. The girl could be entirely innocent (I don't know the story) but neither of them are worth you getting in more trouble.

I sincerely hope everything works out for you.

I know what it's like to lose you head in the heat of the moment.I'm going to therapy to control my rage.The fact that I'm bi-polar doesn't help.One thing that always help me is music.

You need to find your calmly item.The one thing that helps you to calm down.I've lost alot of things in my life becasue of my rage issues and I regret all of it.

Can't say I would do any different, although I think I would have been charged with attempted murder or straight up murder.

Next time, count to ten, breathe and walk away.
Then you will have plenty of time to think of some really good ideas of torture and getting away with it.

Oh wait, I'm not suppose to say shit like that....

Just take it one moment at a time, you will make it through this...and get a serious bitch of a lawyer (I'm not kidding)


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