meetthecreeper |
11-06-2003 11:45 AM |
What really scares you the most?
Since it seems that you all liked my question about "Horror movies made me do it" I have another question that is brewing in my twisted mind. Anyone who has seen Witches of Eastwick will probably see where this is going so here goes. What i want to know (since we are all anonymous what does it hurt) What really scares you? I dont mean like the dark, or Freddy Kruger or Jason or shit like that what I mean is real stuff. Fear of death, being alone, not being accepted, losing a loved one things of this nature. Why the hell would I ask you say, because I am a Psych nut and my mind doesnt think like the mainstream. So reach down in your souls and pull out your greatest fears for all to see.
Call it therapy, some of you need it.
I will start, when I was a child (5yr old) my father died in a horrible car crash, my mother raised me as best as she could until I could take care of myself and then I raised myself for the most part(age10 and up) she had to work so i was left alone for most of my childhood and had trouble relating to people and didnt easily make friends. My mother remarried and my stepfather was quite physically abusive to me and my mother, when I was 15 they divorced, and I have been on my own since 17. I became very street smart and led a rough life that probably should have ended in tragedy some time ago because of my lifestyle. Well I managed to stay out of jail and am now a responsible(?) adult w/2 children, where is this going-my greatest fear is of me passing on before my children grow up and can fend for themselves especially my son (3) right now, I am still a young man but anything can happen at any time that is out of my hands, and I fear that my kids would have to grow up without a father and live a terrible life that I lived, yeah sure it makes character but I wouldnt wish it on anyone.
Think about what you write or if its too personal to share thats OK just want some intellegent conversation about it.
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