i thought i would handle it better
 

but death is hard to handle

Re: i thought i would handle it better
 

when did you die?

Wow you emo kid :)

Re: i thought i would handle it better
 

you just gone through a family or friend loss??

if so, very sorry to hear of the bad news. :(






if not, then whats up, pull yourself together....think about some good stuff. :)

What happened Tink ?:confused: :(

Ugh....emo is the worst insult ever....

Agreed.






But what the heck is this post about? Maybe an explantion is in order...

sorry guys.



do you remember awhile ago when i talked about my frined that has "premonitions"?

well so far every single one of them has come true, last night he told me he was going to die today.

hes the love of my life, i know none of you will believe me coz of my age. thats not the point.







emo?

I dont mean it. But im emo........see look......

theres 2 things i cant stand

pubeys....



























and emos :D

thx moonsorrow

whats emo? ... sounds like a muppet!:confused:

emos make me want to punch the wall

Emos make me wanna slit my wrists, cry, and write a song about it

emos make me want to stab emos to death with a mellon baller, then watch a couple of Koalas have sex in a tree while listening to Steely Dan

emos make me want to write 3 chord ballads about graduating high school and hittin' up some keggers

just remember...Am, D, and C...and if you're feeling REALLY daring, Am7sus4

We have not had the chance to even Know eachother, But I am Sorry for your loss.....

so blonde did he die

:( I like emo....


and blonde, I hope you friend is okay...:confused:

tonight.
uh its gonna happen tonight.
11.45-ish. in NZ time.
about 8 hours away.
too much alcohol and weed, its gonna slow his heart, and then its gonna stop.

its so hard to believe.
i dont want it to be true.
but he doesnt want to do anything to stop it, and i know he could.


oh and fluffho, i didnt really expect you to understand or believe me or anything.

so basically it's a self-fulfilling prophecy. That's not a premonition, that's him commiting suicide, albeit in a bit of a roundabout way

so it would seem.

but he has said before that "suicide is a cowards escape"

i dont know

now i feel...worse i guess.

well then this is his way of weasiling around that. He said suicide is cowardly, but now he wants to do it so he comes up with a half-assed "premonition", and since they've all been "right" before, he says he shouldn't bother and just "lets himself die"

blonde your friend is attention seeking nut case. and you're not much better for believing that shit

well.....

fuck.

i hope that youre not right.

he does want to die though.

he could prevent it.

but he wont.

all i can hope is that it doesnt work.

wether this is suicide or just plain death.

what the fuck would you know?
you dont fucking know him.
fuck off.
i hate you so much.
you have no fuckin right to say that.
he is not a nut case.
he is a real person, with real qualities, which i am going to miss greatly.

fuck the fuck off.

well iwas tired so iwent and had a little nap. and low and behold ihad a premonition, and in it i forsee, you coming in here sometime tomorrow and posting a post about your friends untimely death. i also dreamed that he will die in a way that can't be dimissed as suicide. and in my dream you got a lot of awwwwww and o im so sorry's and you must be so upset let me consul yous.

OMG! Tink! I just read this thread! ........I really think you just need to be a friend and be there for this guy..............but it is not a premonition..........sounds more like a plan!

Don't worry too much! I'm sure it will all turn out ok! These things are usually crys for attention..........been there myself! He knows you care, and if he wanted it to happen ....really........well he would not have told you!

Take care! Here for you bud!:)

o i think someone is crying for some attention alright but......................nm.
i think you're a nice person nine. gulible but nice

WTF are you talking about wufong! Huh? gullible.....why because I am trying to give advice to a friend?


You know a lot of times these situations do work out badly.....

What exactly is it you are trying to say anyway?.......or dare I ask?

thnx nine


and wufong i get the fuckin message ok?
i see what you are saying, and i know none of you believe me, but hes not the type to just commit suicide.
he said he wasnt going to tell me, but for some reason he did. he has told nobody else. hes not depressed or troubled. hes just fine and fuckin dandy, yeah he wants to die, but not in an evil, bad, horrible way, he doesnt want to stop it from happening because of the consequences that may be inflicted. he has mentioned a couple of things which are like...heartbreaking and they kinda show that hes not doing it on purpose.

and im sorry, but you guys dont know what him and his brother are like when it comes to these "premonitions" and dreams etc

but now you guys have me worried sick, of course i was freaking out already, like fuck i wanted him to die, but for it to be suicidal is a hell of a lot more scary.
if it is i know who the cause of it is. shes awful...

:( :mad: :eek:

Well I believe you Tink........just recently I was really worried about someone here..........nearly made me insane till I knew everything was ok.......so I've been there ......though different circumstances.

Just try to calm down ........it is not going to help if you are freaking out.........your friend might need you! :)

thanks heaps nine.

but i have no way of contacting him, and hes going out in less than an hour, at which point he will start to drink..and smoke..and die...

:(

Can't you go with him?

thatd be a great plan.
if we forgot my age, my parents, and..a whole buncha other stuff.

Yknow what Id do, if time and location allows, go to him.
Injure him a little...yknow, nothing too bad, just something that'd require medical attention and that's more than a little painful, it might wake him up some....then get him to hospital before he has any time to do himself in, tell them what he told you, and they'll either provide some counselling, some good drugs, or a nice bouncy room depending on how the PROFESSIONALS view his behaviour.

No point trying to decypher it yourself...obviously he has some kind of emotional problems, maybe stemming from his alleged psychic phenomena, or maybe he was making the whole thing up as a cry for help and/or attention.
It should not be for us to decide which, just to prevent bad things happening when we can.
So go smack him with a hammer or something...

Deleted this one...posted twice:rolleyes:

id never be able to stab him, 1stly hes like double my size (in height) 2ndly, i wouldnt be able to find him 3rdly, i dont think id emotionally be able to do it.

other than that, its a perfect plan i guess.


nine, ive told him 100 times over that i love him and cant live without him. thats whats making me think its isnt suicide.
i guess i may not ever know...