Confusing Isanity
 

{PART I}FEELINGS

You know that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you know that something isn't right? Now what happens when you should be getting this feeling but for some reason you don't? All signs point to something being amiss but everything is straight and were it should be. You find yourself so confused and distraught that you just want to numb yourself to the point of nothingness. To fade away to a place so deep that none of the things in life can find you.

{PART II}EVOLUTION

What started out as one thing has formed into something completely different and unexpected. You didn't want this to happen, you never even thought this change was possible. It starts with a hint and evolves into a question. And by your nature, you can't leave a question unanswered. But you can't answer this question, it would destroy you. Not only can you not answer the question, but by not answering the question a different but equal kind of pain is wrought. This dilemma can drive any man insane.

{PART III}SEIZURE?

I don't expect anyone to read this, and the few who may won't understand it. It is the reason for my actions. I heard once that we have no fate but what we make for ourselves. The problem with that is no matter what, you will never know the conclusion of the paths you choose. And that is what fate really is. You could choose to take a big risk to attain what you want, but you are not guarenteed to have it. If you don't just go for it, you are guarenteed not to have it, but you don't risk loosing what you already have.

{PART IV}EXPECTATIONS

Solace for me is found in writting. Being able to get out complete thoughts and review them is somehow therapeutic. I do get anxious about people reading my most inner thoughts and struggles, but maybe someone out there can help, or has some advice pertaining to my situation, however I expect no one to. Hopefully, by the time anyone figures out what this is all about, I will have found a solution. But until then, I will remain torn.

What are we supposed to reply with? I don't get your "point".

nope, me neither :confused:

Sounds like female trouble to me.

LOL no hon, I posted mine before I read yours. Sorry.:p

so torn is your soul. deep are your thoughts. though you are not troubled. you see things for what they really are.

you mean punisher is having his period?

that explains the seizures and the stomach cramps

Are you crazy, is that your problem?

Sounds like a bunch of bad poetry cliches bundled up together... to me.

Where's that picture of the rabbit with the pancake on its head...

kemal is my favorite HDC member!!

Its not random poetry lines. It is my thoughts, I thought there might be some kind of answer from all of your thoughts on it, but I didnt know i was gonna get made fun of. Its cool, i can see the humor in it but that wasnt the point. I really didnt think anyone would understand it but i am not trying to get attention or anything like that, I just wanted to know what everyone thought of it. Thank you Trippin the riff, you make a valid point. And i am not having female trouble, although I think i may have a mild case of PMS. O well, Peace to all.

I have an idea. You posted a bunch of feelings, but not what those feelings were "about." Like, the topic of all these emotions. Maybe you can shed some light on whatever it is all these things are about. That might give us all more of a clue.

Yeah, cuz right now you sound like you authored the book on hyperboles.