That's awful Jenna. I just don't understand people who enjoy hurting other's feelings. People never cease to amaze me with regard to how low they'll stoop. Unreal.:mad:

Come on guys, let's go burn something! That'll teach people to be all... y'know, all "people"ish...

I'm a little pissed that my head is throbbing in fucking pain.

thats to fuckin evil man, it usualy ends up that way for me, the people i trust the most that stand the closest to me are the ones who put the biggest knives in your back...
one guy who used to be my best friend did that to me not to long ago, still dont know why... he runs whenever he sees me...that is a smart move btw.
ill never understand how some people can just throw aside the concept that is loyalty

Good friends are just not that easy to come by, I suppose. This one better run if he sees me, I have poor impulse control. :D

Iam very sorry for your pain this just shows why i trust no one anymore.

That's very true Jenna...I consider myself lucky that I have about 10 really close friends who I know are loyal and honest people...not to mention they crack me the hell up ;)
I've found that most people I've either worked with, or gotten to know beyond this group have caused me nothing but drama. People can be so f'd up.:mad:

I wonder if that could be taken to court? It is your private email?
Sue the bitch.

Here's my vent.

Tried hard to keep from screaming everytime my grandmother who has altzemiers(sp?)asked me the same question for the 50th time that hour,didn't know who I was or said something very disturbing to my children. Tried to remember that her poor brain was shrinking and she was in constant emotional turmoil because she relived the death of her husband,mother,brother,father over and over again.

Cried my fool head off, on the plane sitting beside a 400pd man in cheap seats, the whole way back from seeing her and my mom.

I miss my mom
I'm tired
My back hurts
It's too hot this summer
Cashiers are evil and mean and frown too much
Airplanes are scary and Airports are tramatic experiences
I am angry and I don't know why and there is no place to put it


Thank God I have this life though and I am not suffering like grandmother.

I know exactly what you are going through. I cared for my grandmother for five years, she also had alzheimer's (like you I am pretty sure I didn't spell that right). It is very hard to watch someone you love go through that. And it is also very hard to be forgotten or feared by that person (off and on, my grandmother was convinced we were all out to get her). It can be very frustrating and almost impossible at times to keep your temper under control. That is very normal. It is just terrible and so sad. You can feel completely powerless.