I'm sending you comforting vibes..hold her tight.

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Thanks fer that Dbeat ....

Yeah Bloof we been keepin' under our hat fer some time. I'm just in a state of shock. It's tragic...the grief and sorrow are makin' it difficult to function...however I feel as if my senses are being sharpened by this experience.

Friends and family are comin' thru..so that helps me. Listenin' to blues and havin' others around helps ease some of the pressure..

I tried to the best of my ability to explain the tragedy of life to my son. We have always had an open honest family relationship. He's 12.

I appreciate the support y'all.

DBT, hang in there brother!

Does anyone know where to find the M Lady tapes online

You know what..it is tragic. I wish each of us could carry some of the pain for you and your boy. Good friends are a blessing alright.

Mrs. DBT has passed thru veil to the other side...

Been goin' thru stuff and came up on these haikus she wrote fer me a coupla years ago...I am breaking.

Oh great shambling mound
composting as you eat us
Bring us both to ground


Flesh falls and rots here
trembling praises we sing to you
Will you eat quickly?

I am so sorry brother. I wish I knew what to say but you don't need words, you need time and peace. Focus on you and stay strong!

I guess she was a D&D player, referencing the shambling mound. Very nice haikus. Praying for your peace.

Real sorry about that. Different reality now I expect. We're here when you need us.

I'm so very sorry. We're here if you need to vent and rage.

So this morning I went to the front office to drop off a letter to mail out since they don't have an outbox on the property. I usually just go in and hand it to someone and done. Today there a black guy and woman working with no one at their desks but there was another black guy and lady, not together waiting to talk to someone about leasing. The woman working greeted me and I went to hand her the letter and she told me there are people in front of me. I said I just needed to give them a letter but they both ignored me. About 5 minutes later the workers were just making small talk not even related to apartments until an older white employee walked in and the female employee immediately drops her conversation with the client and walks over to me with a huge fake grin and sits next to me and I give her the letter and left. Racist cunt...