Nah, if it was anyone, it was me.

I just got high though, and hung out with my sister for a bit, and I'm in a much better mood now.

I like being sad. It makes you feel alive. You can feel pain. And your not just some lifless zombie wondering the streets, looking for flesh. Wow i just made a sexual enuendo and i didnt even know it :)

Good. Glad to hear it. I'm about to bake a pizza! The Frank Langella version of Dracula is coming on AMC in about 30 minutes.

one of my best friends....

well her parents met one day

then went out the next day and her dad said to her mom 'yuo want to go get married'

so shes like 'yeh sure ok'

and they got married

happily in love to this day my friend is the same age as me so im assuming 20 some odd years?

not that this is for everyone but just lettin ya know its possible

Like Dharma and Greg. horribel show, but that premise is what I want. :)

i do believe a lot in fate i mean think abou everything in our lives is in links.

your entire day can change simply by getting a flat tire, for example

anyway for me especially with love from now on i really really want to go with my gut instinct. that and take things slow and just see what happens really! dont want to hunt anyone down just want to see what comes along my way as im going through life

You just stated that every action has a reaction. Not necessarily fate. But, some people will argue that the very first thing that happened set the whole deal in motion. Everything that followed was simply a reaction, and it could not have turned out any different. Pretty weird. But, if that's the case, then if you're meant to be with someone, then you'll meet that person. Nothing you can do to screw it up.

This thread makes me think to much :confused:

well yeh that too. murphys law or something... LOL i dunno

but yeh i do believe in fate, more so in the fact that i DONT believe in this 'i control whatever happens in my life' that some people believe

its not like im sad though either. just u can make plans all u want and something is weird is always gonna be thrown in to upset everything

i guess with love and everything, what i want is to be happy WHENever i am. they say'college/Hs are the best times of ur life.' for me, i want NOW to be the best time of my life. thats to say when im with my beautiful husband and family, the best time of my life is over??

so i just want to have a broad view of what i want, take it easy gettin there and be happy, let things fall into place and blah blah.. yeh now im blabbering lol but YEH im definitely just sittin here prety much lettin shit happen

You crack me up. :D