Fluff the Ho |
10-22-2004 07:47 PM |
yeh ive said many a time i feel like a bit of an outcast in this here HDC. now dont jump on me on this one, but im sure a bulk of people would view this ENTIRE site of people as outcasts... so i guess what im saying is im an outcast in a group of outcasts. let the flaming begin...
now let ME clarify. i think theres 2 things i am on this site... make that 3: bitchy, arrogant, stupid. i know theres a few of u that know im fuckin around most the time, but it appears as the BULK of u take all of what i say/do seriously. well fuckin A either u guys r fuckin stupid or im just that great of an actress. then again this IS online anda ll u really can do is take me for what i say. at least to me, i try and make it evident that im BSing but i guess its not that clear to others..
but for real, at least to me. its fun to dress up. do i dress up often? not really. but i did dress up on friday, went shoe shopping, then to the puter store and people were VERY nice to me, guys, a girl too. i figure.. why the hell not? if its gonna help, who nkows who i may run into. feeling sexy = out with the sexy auras. etc etc
as for my social role.. i like to think im on all ends of the spectrum. i can be happy go lucky then straight to completely depressed. dead sexy to just... dead? dumb as a brick to fuckin einstein. most of you wouldnt believe im a smart chick. but i am. .... or not? shit, i dont know
to me.. i just dont get goths. at least the ones ive met in school (can i say met? most wouldnt even give me the time of day becuase i was 'trendy'). anyway, all too often they were the individual type who shopped at hot topic, becuase thats what 'different' people do. and moreoftenthannot.. BITCHED about how nobody likes em, cant get jobs, no one will talk to them. well fuckin A man... here I am trying to befriend u and what do i get??? im givin no chance becuase im a 'normy'
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