My mother wanted to get me on some psycho pills for years (Like ever since I was 13 or so) I remember one trip to the doctor's office and I was just really angry. I knocked loudly on the doctor's door instead of waiting to be called, waiting and waiting just to talk with a doctor who listens to my mother try and make me sound crazy really gets to you. Anyway, I remember this particular visit quite vividly, I remember being super hot and sweating like crazy, I remember finally standing up for myself against the horrid spawn of hell "Fuck you" and I stormed out. It was beautiful. *tear*

Apparantly my older brother and I drove her to insanity as a child, but I don't believe it.

Anyway, I remember being able to count the times I had masturbated on one hand. Sadly, those days are long gone and my spot in hell is definately secured.

I was 13 as well. However, I didn't really start taking meds until about the fith doctor that gave the exact same diagnosis, that I really needed something in my body to correct the chemical imbalance in my brain. 5 doctors, 4 psychiatrists, and one family doctor can't be wrong. I mean, think about the length of time it takes to be an MD (not you, Dolly:D ).

It also just so happens that if I don't take my Seroquel properly, I start hearing voices. So, I'd rather take medicine than deal with that shit. If I don't take my Lexapro and Lithium, I start contemplating my dad's pistol.

It sounds really bad, but the thing about it is, you have to take care of yourself, whether you're bipolar/psychotic or you have osteoperosis and diabetes type 2. Its's not too terrible, I mean, it's all in the body.

I could have told you you were crazy as fuck without any of those assholes ;)

You're about 14 years too late, and we're several thousand dollars lighter. Where were you when I was 13?:p

Oh, and what insurance companies do you accept, and can you get your hands on that nifty little herringbone blue pad for "official perscriptions?" Would you mind adding a years supply of Oxycottin to my regualr medications?:D