people just don't understand that I can seperate fiction for real life
I love horror, I love gore, but only in movies
I can't stand to see someone blow up in the streets for real
most peiople don't understand it

aaah well

real blood and guts dont bother me
and ive seen my fair share
i just mean this guy i no was
shot in the knee with a shotgun
and i saw it (i called the ambulance)
i didnt even care well i didnt want him
to lose his leg but the blood didnt bother
me...:D

People meet me and automatically assume that I am insane, dont know why maybe its the socks that I wear. Some have said that the stuff that I am into is just way 2 gross 2 outrageous for them. They also think its strange the music I like, which is all from metal to classical. Some are scared because of their ignorance of the religion I practice. I dont turn people into frogs, or sacrifice small children, and I dont drink blood. Blood and gore dont bother me, have seen it all just have that thing in my head like a machine that I can just turn off in a time of crisis or other situations. I wrote a short story for an literature class that gave my professor nitemares for years to come, so she told me. Anyways those that know me know how I really am, although I wouldnt want anyone to get in my head there are some really scary things going on in there. I agree with Myers Fuck em if they dont like it, are you going to take some shit, Hell yes I did, but I got bigger,LOL. You just have to make people think that you are willing to go farther than anyone else, makes people afraid to mess with you, and if they make the mistake of doing it anyway, take it farther than anyone else. They wont mess with you after that.

Knowing about it
 

When I was kid I used to get picked on all of the time because while my fellow students were checking out Sweet Vally High (girls, you know what I mean), I was checking out shit on ghosts, witches, the Devil, demons, etc. Oh goddess, everyone thought I was a totaly Satanist. I didn't help by telling them that I had ESP. :D

My dad is still freaked out about the fact that I love to watch horror films. It's such a rush for me...a good healthy high, if you will. My friends usually empathize with my dad, though. For instance, I gave my best friend nightmares just by talking about Silent Hill (little demon kids rule!)

Scary me, and I'm yours.

people should just spend a little less time minding your bussines and a little more minding theyr own.

Not "weird"...I usually get Evil, Wicked, Sick, Twisted, Demented, or Psychotic...I have to remind them that flattery isn't going to get them anywhere with me...But, I am sure to thank them for their compliments anyway:D

nope, never

nope. no one calls me weird.

i know in 6th grade i was prob peceieveed as weird cuz the 2nd day of school i was put in to anew home room and not many people liked me so as an escape i woould read about ghosts, witchs, vampires, ufos,esp and anything just to have something to do cuz i hardly had any friends they were all in other homerooms. so i know i was called a freak and waht not for waht i read behind my back by my classmates that was around the time when i really got in to watching horror. i was the only kid at recess talking to my friends about waht i read and saw on tv that had to do w/ ghosts

people find my love of horror movies one of the very few normal things about me..........i am preceived as weird, a psycho, witch, devil worshiper, demon, w/e.........i dunno i dont try to be different i guess i just am