I guess it has always been a part of me. There was no denying it. When I was a kid and we played knights of the Round table I wanted to be Merlyn.

When we played D&D I had to be the druid/magic user.

Music from a host of bands got me into it even deeper.

Nicol Williamsons portrayal of Merlyn in Excalibur struck a chord with me.

A young lady when I was in my teens introduced me to the female aspect of the Craft.

It wasnt really until my mid twenties that I became quite serious.
I had a "moment of clarity" and overnite my life had changed. I stopped poisoning myself physically and mentally.

I caught a glimpse of what my life could be if I devoted myself to the Gods and there was no turning back from it.


Creamettes and Cheddar cheese soup-way better than that powdered BS they try selling ya.

I tolerated that film for Fairuza. :p That was as close as I could get to a smiley drooling.