i've never heard anyone say that before ...
I find it impossible to understand ... how do you view yourself ? unloveable (and why) or you've just had bad luck up til now ?

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What kind of horrible things are you talking about? Sure, bad things happen to famous people...but worse things happen to losers like myself.

its amplified when ou are famous ... bad things can happen to a normal person .. usually by one other person or 2 ... when bad things happen to a famous person the whole world turns on them. then there are the psychos ...

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That's good you love your kid so much...but I'm not too crazy about kids. I don't think I'd ever have one(I'd have to change alot if I did) for that reason, and also because I don't want to bring a life into this terrible world. I'd fear it would be too much like me, and feel like it didn't fit in or belong anywhere, and would hate it's life.

got news for you .. that is pretty much (more or less) every parents fear ....
But if you look at it another way .. you can think that your kid will work to help make the world a better place.

and if you find you arent fitting in anywhere .. maybe all you need is a change from where you are now .. its a big world ...

That's something you should ask other people instead of me. I still can't figure out why, but people hate me. I guess it's my quietness. Apparently quiet people are worthless pieces of shit.

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its amplified when ou are famous ... bad things can happen to a normal person .. usually by one other person or 2 ... when bad things happen to a famous person the whole world turns on them. then there are the psychos ...

I wouldn't worry about that stuff.

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got news for you .. that is pretty much (more or less) every parents fear .... But if you look at it another way .. you can think that your kid will work to help make the world a better place.

i don't see it like that though.

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and if you find you arent fitting in anywhere .. maybe all you need is a change from where you are now .. its a big world ...

I want to move to Hollywood but I'd probably have to win the lottery in order to be able to afford it. :o

Thinking fame and fortune are going to make you happy is simply an outlet you are using cause you cause you actually don't why you aren't happy now.

Until the day you can be happy with who ever or what ever you have or don't have, nothing is going to do it for you.

I think that's probably true. good post.

I think I know myself better than anyone else does. And I know what would make me happy.

how about some jellybellies and a free movie pass ? :D

you and courtney could go clubbing together

You assumed that these people that hate think you are a worthless piece of shit. Some may, but thats the case for most, part of life. The old you can't please everyone line. But it takes alot of effort to think that low of someone, and most people are to selfish, unless you have personally done them wrong, to think that badly of someone.

You figure the worst of yourself from them, as it's better to have negative thoughts or views then no thoughts at all. Nothing worse then feeling as though you yourself don't matter, good or bad.

Or not, just what i think.

we could compare notes. :D

Yoko Ono could help.;)